Goodbye Active Wear. Healthy, active-me is gone. Keeping it real! My new lifestyle is home-wear, wheelchair wear, Dr apt wear. October 2017 was my worst turning point, losing use of toes... now, it's in my feet. My mobility progressively worse, standing is awful. Been preparing all along, cutting down to the bare bones. Just what I use in "My" day: Soft PJs and super, uber, comfortable house slippers. I am discouraged, VERY! But there is no light in this nightmare. Sending "current" trends of clothing to my niece makes sense to me. Why waste them hung in the closet. I need, Knee length dresses being in my mobility-chair. And NO Shoes, NO Sandles... gotta figure that out. I need what suites me now, not yesterday. Every day is a new day. I wake not knowing how I will feel, or where the pain will be. It's rare now to send you an update. Most days are just in bed. I don't even put make-up on anymore. Showering once a week is best I can do. And, I have a built-in seat in my shower. Everything is a chore. Washing my hair is the worst. It takes too long, my heart hates the hot water and being in the shower too long. My heart hates my hands moving to brush it and braid it.
I beat cervical cancer (from HPV #16) I still have issues in colon and abdomen from that. My health failed after the robotic hysterectomy. I never recovered. "2-yrs this month".... I just got worse. The stitching failed... 2 more surgeries. Then lupus found a way in. This is all out of the blue. I see a therapist every Tues. Days I'm unable, we can now do it online. Lately, I am not able to get out of bed. Assisted living is my future. All this attacked my feet and I never recovered. HPV destroyed my body--to this state. And we caught it on the pap immediately. I lost my appendix too. Having heart issues, ongoing. This is insane! Beyond belief. Healthy, to barley hanging on. I only chat w/ya on a good day, and those are extremely rare now. Clearing my belongings, a little ea day. I see more ER trips. I am exhausted, and I live in bed--how is that possible? Zero appetite. I switched doctors. Maybe I'll find a miracle.
Lupus #8) Closet Clearing: My Short Dresses--give away. Aloha Wear--I live on Kauai cervical cancer staging figo 2018 | |
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